Emma Jones' poems exercise the imagination. By the end of a page or two, your imagination has woken up, brushed it's teeth and is half way around the world in time for tea. I have no doubt a lot of the poems in 'The Striped World' (her only book so far) examine her own life situations or feelings, but Jones relishes a storyteller role, picking at her life through original and vivid scenes. They fluctuate between their often everyday roots and oneiric qualities. A great writer rebuilds situations in a way to eliminate the need for distinguishing between page and 'facts'. In a way this is far more timeless then poets who constantly update their poems with the language 'of the minute'; it is inescapable that in the end we are all just characters and life is just one big fat "Once Upon A Time".
Sunday, 7 June 2009
better than sliced bread!!!!!
Sentimental Public Man
I was a penitentiary.
A self-held
man, and bounded.
But when I stood up,
the world was righted,
and I saw the horizon just fine.
The sun rose there and bled.
It's got a rhythm.
I felt a dull commensurate beat in me,
and I said, what's that bird in a cage?
Who's that man?
My barred heart
saw the striped world turn like a beast
and said 'open yourself up,
son, and spread out for loving.'
So I wore my heart on my chest,
all decorative.
And it flared like the hair of a parrot.
That was my trademark.
They kissed it, the girls.
They died, and subsided.
Just a little bit, mind.
A pill in water
foams and subsides like the sun in water,
it spreads, and is rested.
Two in one,
a new thing.
What a blue union there is
between this wall and it's shadow,
this open door and it's held world.
Scenery's its thought
It veers and is tilted; it swings from its roots.
My keeper unlocked it, a grave man.
I want to walk alone
on the city streets.
But is this permissible?
Someone walks with me for my protection.
And if I say 'things happen, and an average man
is made a brilliant thing
by solitary acts
and the gaze of his countrymen'
he says nothing;
it's as if his pocket mirror had spoken;
it's as if we must
as he says, go out, bright and blank,
and draw the world in,
and make it in our image.
Man, it was hard to turn thirty,
to feel my youth
thin to an alley, a kind
of pale propped girl on a garbage bin.
Such hunger, apprehension.
Such a handled thing.
But the buildings listened.
When they leaned in, it was like the day
leaned in with it's lights on,
every window a wide eye.
The streetlamps listened,
and the businessmen, and the office workers.
I was a piece of work, ticking.
And my songs
were their measure of longing.
I said, well, take it.
Please take it away!
How good it would be, I thought, to be empty.
So I wiped myself out.
For days I lay, a gin-clear man,
a beaten man, of beaten glass.
A trammelled man.
And as though I were a path
lit for their use
the stars dwindled, losing sight,
the brain dwindled,
that cracked house
and the overhead light
flared backward like a rearing girl,
and passed away.
Their love dismembered me.
As though my head lay
in the sea, my arms in the desert,
and the cool promontory
of my singing throat in the city streets.
My limbs gathered grass.
When will the end come
and the chorus sing?
Baby, your arms feel sweet.
I remember them,
the subtle wheat of their pastures.
They've rocked me awake.
And I say, if this is life, if death is life,
then let me die
the way I died when I was born,
alone, with you. That straddled light.
And I also say: don't touch me.
....I basically can't be bothered to type any more, but read the book! It's a nice colour too
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